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Sorry, I'm a little hung over. I had a nightmare yesterday night, that I went to the UM Hospital with Dad and my sister. We went to the emergency ward and saw Mum, sitting on the wheelchair, dewy-eyed, her eyes red from crying, and my uncle, coming out from the ward, explaining grandpa's condition. Dad went into the ward to see grandpa, who is probably lying on the bed behind the closed curtain. I wanted to see grandpa but just couldn't bring myself to. Mum was telling all the really scary part, how grandpa got a hard attack right after he ate a little bit of cereal and his eyes were rolled up, and how cold he felt when she touched him.....

Anyway, just as I was stepping into the ward, the doctor and the nurses came. So, I didn't get a glimpse of grandpa. Then, grandpa was moved to the CCU ward. That's when I saw grandpa, lying on the bed, looking weak with all those tubes plugged into his whole body.

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OMG...it's not a dream.

Dad just called back from the hospital this morning. I know I should be at the hospital but I don't know what I'm doing here back home, enjoying breakfast here while every minute in the hospital is getting critical. Probably I won't be able to take it there...

Garandpa's condition is getting worse...Dad said, just waiting for his time...

I don't think.....grandpa's gonna ever wake up...

But, I'm just gonna keep praying.... I've got to have a little hope.

Happiness is Best @ (: 12:14 PM