After for a really long time, I've decided to leave a post today. Okay, I'll just list down what's going on in my life currently:

a) I left my Seni project undone. Too much pressure. Anyway it has a little bit more drawing to do before I'm done and that can totally wait until trials are over.
b) I am not studying enough. I don't know why am I feeling so calm about it. "Come on! Wake up, girl!!! WAKE UP!!" That's what I keep telling myself but I keep getting distracted. Somebody, anyone, just slap me. I desperately need a wake up call from the dream world.
c) I spend too much time in the park and lazing around.
d) I keep procrastinating
e)I keep telling myself I'm gonna fail my trials and yet I still do nothing about it.
f) I'm still a boring person
g)I'm still not a socialite
h) I still suck in Maths
i)I keep skipping school, thinking I would study but always end up getting distracted.
j) I'm hopeless.

Anyway, the biggest thing that happened last Sunday was I performed on stage with my brand new guitar, which my Dad bought for me right before the concert in Guitar Collection at Sunway.
I was really nervous that I missed a few chords. Darn..I totally screwed up. Hope no one realized... It was held in The Performing Arts in Kuala Lumpur; Guitar Alive..Is Alive. It is not a prestigious type of performance. It's for all ages including amateurs and free admission. This year was held in a smaller hall. And yet, I still feel thousands of butterflies in my stomach x.x
Luckily, I wasn't performing solo though, but the whole team consisted of really good guitarists. 2 of them are music teachers and the other three, including my bro are much higher grade than me(Except one of them who is at the same grade as me but he's still good though, at least he didn't miss a chord.) Sorry, I totally forgot their names xD. Hahahaa..what great team.

And the biggest thing that's gonna happened next week?
PMR Trial Exam
and
My bro's leaving for Canada on Monday.

Time flies by real quick. I didn't realized how soon it was until Mum, as usual, announced bro's last week with us. Mum's been totally enthustiastic about it ever since my uncle in Canada decided to sponsor my bro after finishing his SPM. So, this week, my Dad took a one week holiday from work to spend time with my bro and go shopping for his things.

How in the world do I get the time to study????

I have to go to Sunway later on to go shop for bro's laptop bag and have dinner there.

AND
I have to go to the airport on Monday and miss my Maths tuition.

OMG...I'm totally stressing out here!!!

Happiness is Best @ (: 5:42 PM