Oh my god... Leo I.U.'s tommorrow and I don't have a dress!!... Whatever. Just forget it. Firstly, I would totally look like some freaking geek, who wears glasses over her mascara-ed eyes and it's too late for contacts. My mum took me to an eyewear shop in Taipan and inquired about it. And surprise, surprise, the contacts can only be ready by Monday- which by then, Leo I.U. is so OVER. I knew it anyway. I actually planned last Monday to get a disposable pair of contact lens for the special night but I didn't get to ask my parents about it because my mum was totally going on and on about my stupid brother who don't know how to settle his own Canadian pre-U stuff and how my mum had to do all the job. My dad? Oh noo... my dad would totally say no. Why? My dad would start preeching me about spending money and to make me feel guilty, my dad would list down all the stuff that I bought last month. Oh, and my mum will to. Secondly, my parents totally do NOT understand what's going on here. They expect me to just put on a dress which I wore it when I was 13 years old, which is two years ago and show up in front of everyone-TEENAGERS, mum, not KINDERGARTEN-ERS. She believes that all my friends will turn up all INNOCENT, wearing pink, frilly dress, all covered up in many layers. OMG...my mum should totally read a fashion magazine.


My mum was blaming me for this last minute shopping. It's so unfair. She is ALWAYS busy on weekdays and she said so herself, never bug her on a weekday and I never did. Because I know how her temper is and she will keep babbling NON-STOP. Plus, my bro got a new set of tux for last I.U. night but why not me?? Even my parents, my mum and my dad, BOTH were totally excited for my bro that they go all the way to Subang Parade to go shop for his new tux, leaving me and my sis bored to death, waiting for my brother to pick a tux. They didn't even complain a single thing about the price- AT ALL and my bro went for BOTH Leo and INTERACT I.U.. And now, all my mum ever did was take me to TAIPAN to shop for a dress and I didn't even pick one yet because today was very hectic and my mum wasn't even in the mood because she had to fetch my sister, then me to my Japanese lesson. I was really frustrated. But I know, gotta keep cool........It's so UNFAIR!!!!


The turn-up in Japanese lesson today was really bad. There was only 7 students in the class including me. Probably it's because school's on today for some school. at least I got to put my problems aside for awhile. I love learning Japanese-eventhough it's getting tougher. It's interesting and Hoshino-sensei is a great teacher.

Now, my mood has change. I hate myself for buying the ticket. I hate myself for wanting to go in the first place. What was I thinking?? There won't be friends there AND my chance of looking great for once has just fly away...poof! Gone. Maybe I am a total loser...