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Sorry, I'm a little hung over. I had a nightmare yesterday night, that I went to the UM Hospital with Dad and my sister. We went to the emergency ward and saw Mum, sitting on the wheelchair, dewy-eyed, her eyes red from crying, and my uncle, coming out from the ward, explaining grandpa's condition. Dad went into the ward to see grandpa, who is probably lying on the bed behind the closed curtain. I wanted to see grandpa but just couldn't bring myself to. Mum was telling all the really scary part, how grandpa got a hard attack right after he ate a little bit of cereal and his eyes were rolled up, and how cold he felt when she touched him.....

Anyway, just as I was stepping into the ward, the doctor and the nurses came. So, I didn't get a glimpse of grandpa. Then, grandpa was moved to the CCU ward. That's when I saw grandpa, lying on the bed, looking weak with all those tubes plugged into his whole body.

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OMG...it's not a dream.

Dad just called back from the hospital this morning. I know I should be at the hospital but I don't know what I'm doing here back home, enjoying breakfast here while every minute in the hospital is getting critical. Probably I won't be able to take it there...

Garandpa's condition is getting worse...Dad said, just waiting for his time...

I don't think.....grandpa's gonna ever wake up...

But, I'm just gonna keep praying.... I've got to have a little hope.

Happiness is Best @ (: 12:14 PM

Just got home from guitar lesson. Sigh..I'm still so confused over key signatures, major and minor.
Damn..I just hope that I didn't piss my teacher off. He was really patient with me. = S
I'm suppose to go jogging today to burn that chunk of fats that I probably gain from that Baskin Robbins chocolate ice-cream I had for dessert after lunch, but didn't make it bacause firstly, my Dad had to do buy some stuff for grandpa in hospital after picking me up from guitar lesson and secondly, Dad said that it was going to rain. I was a LITTLE pissed but I promised myself that I will not return to the obssessed self that I used to be, when 2 hours exercise everyday is a MUST and strictly 800~1000 calories a day.
I know, I was on the right track to become aneroxic and my mum had constantly tried to force me to eat and we used to quarrel alot because I refused to eat. But now I know that, you can eat whatever you want as long there's moderation and exercise.
So, I remained cool, took an apple from the fridge, and sit down here, blogging and downloading songs. By the way, Ashley Tisdale's songs are not bad. I am actually downloading her songs right now from Ares. And you guys should also listen to Eminem's songs. I recommend, "Stan" , "Cleanin' out my Closet", and "Mocking Bird"(I'm sure you've heard this one before). I've only heard these few so far but I'm gonna download his songs in Ares later on. His lyrics are REALLY meaningful. Go check it out.

Anyway, I put those songs in my music player here so you guys can hear them while browsing through my blog. : ) I know, I'm suddenly a huge fan of EMINEM.

And, WTH, I got back my Sejarah and Maths marks today, and they suck. 65% for Sejarah and 62% for Maths. Greaatt.....

P.S: To the certain someone, as least you left an offline message. Mum and Dad certainly cheered up : ) Now, they have someone to count on.

Happiness is Best @ (: 6:59 PM

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Ryo and Yamapi. Aww..aren't just ADORABLE? Kawaii ne~

Ueto Aya.

The matured and much hot-looking Ryo.

OMG..I'm totally obssessing over Nishikido Ryo right now, after watching 5 episodes of Attention Please, which my friend, Jane, kindly lent me. I began obssessing about Nishikido-kun when I watched Ichi Rittoru no Namida, which is a REALLY SAD DRAMA about a girl suffering from a disease and died in the end. Sob...I cried when I watched it. It's really a tear-jerking drama, okay. I bet you'll cry too when you watch it, unless you're heartless. Anyway, back to Attention Please. Ahem. The drama's really awesome. AND totally different from Ichi Rittoru no Namida. It's funny, which made me lmao at certain part. But then again, I love anything Japanese : ) Plus the main actress, Ueto Aya is a total hottie and of course, Nishikido Ryo

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OMG. I just found a really SHOCKING news from http://www.kpopmusic.co.uk/ Sorry for the dramatic entry for this post today but this is a totally shocking news and not only will it be to me, but to all DBSK fans, check this out:

4 August 2009 - Is TVXQ Headed for Breakup?

Three members of Korea? hottest pop group TVXQ ?Micky Yu-chun, Xiah Jun-su, and Hero Jae-joong ?filed a legal action against its agency, SM Entertainment. The law firm representing the three members said that they signed 13-year exclusive contracts with SM Entertainment, which is essentiall! y binding lifelong contracts. They also claimed that the profit distribution enforced on them by SM Entertainment is unfair.

The press release issued by the lawyers said that the group was subject to grueling schedule since their debut in 2004, shuttling between Japan, China and Korea with very little rest. They can? get out of this predicament, because they essentially belong to SM Entertainment for 13 years, 15 years if military services are included. The members were also given only 0.4 to 1% of total album sales. Before the contract revision in February, they were promised only 10 million won each if the previous album sold more than 500 thousand copies

The fans of TVXQ have been in a state of panic ever since the news of a possible breakup made the headlines. Despite the provisional disposition to terminate the contracts, however, the remaining two members ?U-Know Yun-ho and Max Chang-min ?and the agency both said that the band would continue performing and it would not disband.

Credits KBS.

Someone tell me this is so not gonna happen.

Happiness is Best @ (: 10:12 PM

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Today, something really weird and creepy happened to me.
When I was waiting for dad to pick me up from USJ 6 (opposite USJ 2), this Malay guy, short (Shorter than me), pot-bellied, and was sweating walking from who the hell knows where, approached me. This was what he asked me:

Guy: Which school are you from?
Me: (hesitating) SMK Seafield..*puts on a fake smile* just opposite....
Guy: What form are you?
Me:......form 3....
Guy:You, a prefect?
Me: No..librarian..
Guy:Oh, I thought you're a prefect.
(a few girls approaching)
Guy:You wear a pinafore?
Me: ?? err....
Guy:Last time you wear pinafore?
Me: Oh..yeah..
Guy: (group of girls approaching) Those girls wearing pinafore, very pretty(pointing to one of the girl in pinafore)
Me:Uh huh...
Guy: But when want to go to toilet, very difficult take off. But yours okaylah.
Me: (getting uneasy)
Guy: Got some(girls) didn't zip. The pinafore got one or two zips at the side?
Me:*getting more uneasy* Err....One??? (pervert!)
Guy: Oh, you got see some of them didn't zip, can see, very sexy, espiecially CHINESE girls.
Me*thinking* "OMG...don't tell me his trying to tell me I didn't zip up MY zip?!?!"
Guy:You didn't see?
Me: (Getting desperate and totally disturbed) No...
*praying* "OMG...papa, hurry up!! Come and get me quick!!"
Guy:Sorry, I talked to you about it
Me:(in a whatever manner) Yea...
Guy:(beginning to leave as a whole group of students approached)


Damn creepy right? At first, I thought he wanted to tell me that my skirt was unzipped but then think otherwise, because firstly, my skirt was zipped and secondly, MY friends would have told me long ago if my zip was unzipped. What the hell. Thank god, those students came and save me. I mean, he can be a rapist or something, right? I saw Maverick, walking with Xing Jun, and I saw Syazza too. I felt a little calm then, when I see them. After that, I saw the guy at the other side of the road, talking on the phone. I frozed, and started hyperventilating again. "What if the guy's calling his friend to come kidnap me or something??"
I know I was being paranoid but how can I not after what he just said to me? It just sounded wrong, creepy, retarded....the way he said it like he's suggesting that my skirt can easily be taken off so that...eaww...I don't wanna get into detail.

When I told mum, she started yelling at me for talking to strangers. She said that the freak could chant me and then take me somewhere..maybe out of the country... OMG.............

Happiness is Best @ (: 2:30 PM